Things today were very much nicer than they were the past few days.
Prob coz i got to watch gruesome stuff...*LOL* i went to the operating theatre today. A place i like going to. although it could get creepy in the middle of the night. but it was awesome being able to witness the procedures they have in the hospitals. well...the very first one i saw kinda made me feel a little sorry for the patient...they sorta had a very long and not so thin metal rod, with a camera and stuff, go up the urinary tract. (for all those not introduced to anatomy, it means to go up the place ur pee comes out from.) well...its to help the patient break down a stone in the bladder. but i kinda feel that peeing would be a little bit uncomfortable for a while...*LOL* there was no blood at all...but it was kinda cool to be able to see into a person's body. (although he was waking up by the end of the procedure) he started making noises...*lol* at first i kinda wondered wat was going on...den i thought back to my own minor surgery...i understood that he was waking up...*grinz*
After that, the day flew by fast enough with bloody procedures and those which sorta just makes u wanna stop eating meat for a while...there was one room where you could smell burning flesh. and lemmie tell u...it absolutely does not smell like bbq beef or pork or chicken. it has a very distinct smell which i dont really like. yup.
bad smell turns me off. *LOL* to think my nose dictates certain decisions.
niwaez...my baby thought of me when he went shopping today. i thought that was kinda sweet. heh. i like knowing that i'm not forgotten by this person who's important to me. coz there were times when i actually felt that he forgets about me in the midst of everything life throws at him. school, projects, attachments, pretty petite slim girls...*LOL*
we havent been having a great time lately...been fighting...its probably my fault... although things usually are fine by the time we put the phone down..i kinda feel that there's this wedge. like everytime we fight or when we push the problem aside, we start to drift a little. i feel it. wonder if he does. well...it sucks. maybe i really am losing my pathetic mind. hopefully my marbles will come back to me. soon pls.
~ Me ~
I'm annoying at times and too stubborn for my own good
~ Likes ~
Just about everything which makes me smile. Esp, Magic. Charmed does it for me all the time.
~ Loves ~
Food. Yum. o and sports, reading,music,annoying people.*grinz*
~ Hates ~
Shan't mention it.
~ Wishes ~
Magic to be in everyone's lives and Well..the world would look better if i lost 5kg so i guess i wish i'd lose the damn 5kg already. Ha~
