I did something i'm not sure i should have done. Said words i'm not sure i should have said. I got a reastion i was expecting, and consequence s i'm afraid i wont be able to bear. No words can signify the remorse, neither can it make things better. Sorry doesnt work anymore. i need to trust. but i find it so hard to. I used to trust. until the time when wat i felt needed to be done, wasnt done.
do i expect a lot? is it my fault? i dont feel like i've done anything wrong. yet at the same time, i know i have wronged. maybe i shouldnt have doubted when there was no reason to. have i really crossed a line i cannot turn back to? was i really so wrong to wish that you would stand up to her and make her respect me? was i so wrong to want her to know i never did anything to harm her, nor did i choose the way life works?
i hate knowing i let her get to me this way. i hate knowing i cannot trust u when it comes to her. and i hate knowing that right now, u turned away from me because of my obsession of her.
i have a million apologies to send, but will u accept them?
~ Me ~
I'm annoying at times and too stubborn for my own good
~ Likes ~
Just about everything which makes me smile. Esp, Magic. Charmed does it for me all the time.
~ Loves ~
Food. Yum. o and sports, reading,music,annoying people.*grinz*
~ Hates ~
Shan't mention it.
~ Wishes ~
Magic to be in everyone's lives and Well..the world would look better if i lost 5kg so i guess i wish i'd lose the damn 5kg already. Ha~
