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I realised that for a long while, i've been envying others because of their boyfriends. The really sweet things their guy tend to do for them, the funny, the really really thoughtful. everytime i read abt these sweet LITTLE things, my heart sorta just sighs. And i'd wonder if i'd ever find someone who'd love me that way. How nice it would be to be missed, thought of. enough to want to do something just for a smile. I've always wondered, but never really knew. I've been on the other side of the coin plenty, and i'd really want to see how the shoe fits on the other foot.

one might wonder if i am already wearing that other shoe but just expect too much. i'm wondering the same too. And maybe i am. But i'd really love to know how a princess feels, to constantly be in someone's loving spotlight. With u in turn loving that someone back. (excludes stalkers by the way)

Honestly, i've considered the fact that most times i'm really dense abt how a person treats me. I dont realise what is happening. Just react at the moment. which reminds me of what i was called previously by my friends, impulsive, oblivious and complacent. sigh, i guess they're right eh. :(

So WL, i doubt u ever visit my blog, but if u do see this, i appreciate u. The times where u hold ur tongue and give in to me knowing that i'm too stubborn to let the issue go. (even if sometimes its ABSOLUTELY ESSENTIAL to solve the problem) For ur annoying yet oddly comforting way of constantly bugging me abt holding ur hand. For the times where u'd eat anything which comes out of my kitchen and comment even thou i snare at u when i dont like to hear it. (LOL) When u'd go out with me after work even if u're tired. When u bother to help pay for cab fare when we take cab home (even thou u'd leave the cab first...ahem!) I guess i dont see ur little things as much as i see other boyfriends' little things.

Maybe i do expect too much. *sad look* Sigh...i so want to feel special.