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Those who know me know that i have to eat. its not merely a necessity but a passion...*LOL* i know... a lil drama...but indulge me ya..
i love eating...so much so that i've put on like 10kg in the past 5 years coz of my "passion"..which could be avoided...the weight not the eating...if i bothered to exercise more...which i'm currently not doing...sad to say...unless u count sit-ups on the bed...when i'm half asleep or walking that extra round to get to the next plate in the buffet line...*ROFL* ok..thats over the top but wat the heck...u get my meaning...
niwaez...back to my topic...i love to eat...so much so tha i'll eat some of my words...*LOL* i always complain abt how WL doesnt do this and how WL doesnt do that...ok he doesnt deserve it...i was just being a whiny female.... remember i said how he doesnt bring me out? well...he did...sorta a surprise thingy..but we went to malaysia with his army mate and army mate's girl...LOL
as much as the outing was in the car...it was loadsa fun...esp dinner when army mate's girl's dad sorta took WL as his second son and tried to bullshit the waitress to thinking that we're gonna get married or something...*wahahah* nothing funnier and i almost spit my chysentemum (however u spell that) tea onto dinner...*grinz* so...i'm eating my previous words WL...and tkx for taking me out. i love it...
ok...get ready for the blast off...in 3...2...1...*BOOOOOOM*
Attachements have finally given up and are defeated by...THE HOLIDAYS...*kowtow to THE HOLIDAYS* thank you o great ones for saving me from the all evil Attachments...wahahaha....now thats a thought.
well...now i'm stinky coz i havent bathed...malleable coz i've just had two...and i mean TWO...good books...and i think i'm hungry again...wahaha...life cant get any better...o did i mention that its dinner time? WooHOOOOOO...chow time peeps.
We are gonna get through this. We will...we've come too far to give up...its been too long...too much effort has been put in...although its really tiring...we cannot give up...its too important...our future depends on it...we have to do our best...give our all...I know the soul is tired, the flesh is weak...but...it has to go on...
*wheeze Whoosh wheeee*
Only 2 more days! o man...i totally cannot wait to get up late, to slack around and to go out to play! woohoo...can u believe it? We've survived thus far...the ATTACHMENTS ARE FINALLY COMING TO AN END!!!!!!!!!
*HUGE grinz* isnt it amazing how words can totally lead the imagination astray? wahahaha....alright...i didnt mean to tease...just too tempting... ;)
niwaez...i'm e-static...however u spell it..*grinz* i wanna blade, swim, run, play, watch TV...play...wake up late...play...and o erm...play...*grinz* counting down the hours...to total chaos...freedom...liberty...life. *shakes head* so drama...tsk tsk.i'm entitled. ;)
Just 4 more days and the long wait will be OVER! YESSSSSSS!!! attachments can kiss my lovely a** goodbye! (at least till the next semester)
Went for a short walk with WL today...wanted to watch movie...BUT...as usual...the times weren't all that right. *shrugz* so we ended up sitting at Macs for like 5 minutes and den...decided to not get anything and go home...*LOL* well...we only have 4 days of attachments more to go...and then....its the holidays!!! and...well...final year project...*sighs*
plus i'm going thailand!!! Bangkok!!! anyone want anything? *grinz*
i found richard's blog today...wow...totally didnt know he blogged till today...well...i just hope that we'll still be in contact. HA. niweaz...got reports to do...4 more days..*giggle* wahahahaha....freedom...YESSS!!!
Dear Lord,
i know i havent been a good girl lately. i havent been praying and i havent been to church. neither have i been trying my best to live my precious life the way u'd want me to. i havent stop being thankful for ur gift, neither have i stop telling myself how fortunate i am. i just need u to watch over my friends Mel and Tso. things havent been as peachy, for them, as they used to be. i hope Lord, that u'd remind them of how much they mean to each other, and how precious it is to find someone who returns ur love.
Lord, i also pray that i would be able to accept that nothing in the world is perfect. lately, i havent been. and i give the people around me and myself grieve bcoz of that. help me learn to appreciate the small precious things in life Lord, and help me to be a better girlfriend to WL, i want him to be happy, just as he's making me happy with his love (mostly).
Lastly Lord, i hope that u're happy. and thanx for loving me the way no one else would.
With Joy, Love, Faith and Hope,
Vonne
As i was reading YC's blog, i sorta agree with her. when is enough enough? is it possible to forgive forever? life's filled with so many ups and downs. disappointments and heartache. it even gets awefully lonely sometimes when u realise that the person u want most to understand u...simply dont. think parents, siblings, friends, other halves...
on the flip side of the coin...it gives u independence. makes u be there for urself. stand on ur own feet and all that. its just a lil tiring sometimes...
niwaez...family day was kinda fun today...i screamed like mad! lol...ran around a lot too...totally awesome...i wanna have another...heh...but then...the response wasnt very good...fewer people than expected turned up. although we did have a lot of fun playing like mad. popcorn and all.
Mel, Tso...life's too short to fight. why remember fights when its over? wats the point? it only makes u miserable. at the end of the day..wats more important?
Tso..u said b4 that Mel's an awesome girl. i totally agree...and bcoz of that reason...and also the fact that she's so special to u...isn't it easier if u forgive her for her shortcomings and see only the good she does? why let fights last so long? half a day's more than enough to get it outta ur system aint it? think back, wat was it abt Mel that drew u to her? Why was she as special as u told me she was back then?
Mel, one thing i know is that Tso loves u. *lol* dont ask me how i know...just call it instinct. or something...sometimes we tire of fighting and all that...but remember that a cut leaves scars... and sometimes...scars dont heal right. *shrugz* hope u get my drift.
i so hope that u two are alright...
To, the person who has been more than a little annoying...i dont understand why u do the things u do. i probably never would. and as much as i would like to keep u far far away...i suspect that i wont be able. i just hope that at some point in our lives, we'd be able to come to an understanding and treat each other with more respect than we do now. yep.
U know...
when runners train for a marathon...they usually this mental block called the wall...its when u start to feel tired physically and want to give up the run...
i'm at that junction now...where i simply wanna cruise along...i'm tired of having financial problems, tired of not shopping not buying things but still ending up broke... *sigh* i half wish i dont have to go to thailand at the end of the year...half wish i was born into a sack of money in stacks of thousands. wouldn't that be grand? ;)
niwaez...on a lighter note...i have lesser reports to complete *pumps fist in air* YESSSSSS! and radiographer's family day is this week end...woohoo...ican lead a team into fun and laughter again...i miss camps...really...i wanna go OBS again...lol...yeah...dumb kinda comment...*shrugz*
i was reading YC's nlog just now...and i really love how her's has a million and one pictures!!! wow...reallly colourful her life is....and and and...her boyfriend planned a surprise destination holiday for her!! man o man is that nice...(to WL *hint hint hint*)
ok...to those who read my blog...however small the population...do u think that a guy would only treat his girl with romance in the beginning of the r/s? Poll time! grin...lets get it started ha!~
Dearest WL...
i'm sorry i was such an ass. i just had some bad moments and i took it out on u. i know i was picking fights with u...but i couldnt help myself...and i couldnt shut my mouth. as much as i'd like to take back SOME of the words, i cant and i have to live with that. but i learnt that we disagree on many things. and also that whenever we have problems in the future (real ones) i'd HAVE to solve it immediately unless i am unable to.
however, i still wish that u'd learn to get along with the important people in my life, just so that u'd be more comfortable when u're invited. they will NOT bite u know. and they already accepted u simply because they love me. niwaez...i think the rest would be better if i said it...so...i'm gonna end here. i love u. and i hope u feel the same for me too.
Luv Vonne.
I'm annoying at times and too stubborn for my own good
~ Likes ~Just about everything which makes me smile. Esp, Magic. Charmed does it for me all the time.
~ Loves ~Food. Yum. o and sports, reading,music,annoying people.*grinz*
~ Hates ~Shan't mention it.
~ Wishes ~Magic to be in everyone's lives and Well..the world would look better if i lost 5kg so i guess i wish i'd lose the damn 5kg already. Ha~